sunday, april 2nd 20069.20pmpowerhouse on friday was really awesome.. i mean it was like the first time i've actually been to a healing svc after hearing about it for so long and Reverend Teo from malaysia came to preach and heal... and like there was this really freaky moment where someone started crying out in tongues as if some demon was inside her and everyone was just really quiet and stunned. or at least i was. it was scary. really scary. i felt really hesitant about going up forward to get healed, but i ended up going in front cos flic encouraged me i was praying really really hard then.. and i just felt like God was telling me to let everything go but i didnt want to. even when Rev Teo came up to me i still felt like i shouldnt be there. when she lay her hands on me i started rocking back and forth trying to resist, but in the end i gave in and suddenly everything just felt light and before i knew it, i was lying down on the floor. it was strange to know that everything was suddenly so calm compared to before when my brain was just so heavy and clouded (and the funny thing was that i didnt even know what i was thinking about.). so that was an experience.
sat was april's birthday and we went to northbridge for karaoke. just reminded me of the time when the 8 went to kbox after the last prelim (was it?) paper.. and i just felt a wave of homesickness there. i miss the 8 so much. ): had like a major overdose of bubble tea though. i bought 2 cups for myself and drank some of april's and lisa's and i was really full so i decided to not have dinner with them and head back for home/hui's house cos it was really starting to get dark and i was scared that there wont be any bus service so i ran all the way along william st from north bridge thinking i'd get to the bus port at the end of the road but guess what, it was the train station! so i decided to call ernest to see if he could come pick me up instead. (HEH HEH. i felt too lazy to walk to the bus port anyways and i was barefoot cos my shoes were too painful to walk in. and the bus wasnt gonna come for another half hour) so ernest kindly came and picked me up and drove me back to his house where i got msn for a bit. (HURRAY!) then me and his house mates went for dinner where i stuffed myself silly until i couldnt walk (i only had like a bowl of hor fun!) and i got a bit of advice for what course to pick up for uni, which was wayyy cool..
had hui's birthday party today and was helping her set up stuff and all so i didnt get to go to the sch fair.. ): but its okay. (: i had fun anyways.. we had WHITE GOLD MUDCAKE! kita! your cake! the very same one. :D yummm. i had like ONE slice guys! i wasnt binge eating on cake like i always do in school.. HEHHEH. so that was good. thought the cake was really rich tho.
i havent really changed have i?
a shout of praise.
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